the venom of loneliness

well sometimes i find it quite saddening when people ask me this.... like an old friend i bumped into during my TT session.. they will go like

 "hei jack it has been long since we last met?"

 then we'll talk about other stuff... then he'll ask

 "jack where's your gf?"..

 then i'll go

 "nope still haven found the right one"...

he'll go

 "aiya jack dun lie la"..

 i'll go

 "i really do not have a gf?"

 in the end he goes

"jack dun be so picky la... i know there are girls after you.. just that you dont wanna have them that's all"..

 come on man.... it's not like i dont want a gf or some sort it's just there isn't any after me and i haven find the girl that will really hit my spot.. till then i am a guy ridin solo with my other dear mates.. all the best to us bachelors.. YEAH! till then

Life as it is...

well i was ending a day session with a bunch of my usual buddies... we were having fun talking about stuffs and all... then there a topic on ups and downs in life.. it is very true that in a logic terms.. in life there must be ups and downs.. if there was only ups and the downs does not exist there would not be any downs.. is just like if there's no such word as bad then then there would not be a word for good... get what i mean.. the opposite things will eventually make a difference in our very lifes... so do not be so harsh on yourselves my friends.. there will always be good times and bad times... lets just cherish the good old good times and learn from our bad mistakes in life.. that is how life goes on and on and on... just my two cents thought.. =).. till then

updates..

well well i haven been updating much lately.. due to a lot of shit load happening recently.. well i shall start with my poor car... my dear car got a it's old door wrecked and a half cut door.. well claim it is from a japanese car which is a direct copy of the proton iswara.. yesh and the damn door cost me 250bucks... kosong meaning there is no wiring, handles, side frames, or so what.. just the damn casing... then the paint job cost me 300bucks...  this are the pictures of my wrecked door and the halfcut door... my car now is in perfect order... not really that perfect but yet still not a sore in the eye... lucky me... just accounts as me having bad luck on that very particular month... so let it pass and let my hopes be fulfilled that no bad luck will rule upon my life.. =)

picture of the replacement door..

the wrecked door

2nd update is.. well recently i got into a kinda stupid trouble... i have a friend that much preferable to be stated as XY... well XY stands for the chromatics order for a female.. well XY is my quite close friend... on one very night as usual i was chatting with my this very friend on FB chatspace.. as a normal friend not in a flirty flirty manner.. serious... i was just asking how are you and all.. then all of a sudden this fella ask me when did v meet and all this stuff.. then i thought that she was joking or some sort.. so i just played along and accepted her short term memory lost grandmaness.. in the end she texted me and told me that was not her.. it was her bf using her account to find out stuff from me... so i got quite a gun shot by her... i was like wtf did i do... i never did anything i was just talking as a normal guy.. so as so her bf fired her i guess.. i mean what really pissed me off was her very bf shouldn't have done such thing.. it's very disrespectful not only to me but also his own gf.. i know my friend that you are very protective of your beloved girl... i am just a friend to her.. i am not gonna snatch her away from you.. we are just plainly FRIENDS... doesn't mean that when an opposite sex being  is talking to your gf does not mean his gonna snatch her away from... i am not really an animal kingdom kinda person... i perfectly human...  aight... i hope you will grow up someday and realize your own that the world does not circulate around you.. learn the ways of being a man... your not young anymore.. that's all for my update.. adios!